Today has been one that hasn't started wonderfully - my guardian, the red-winged blackbird, did not sit atop his fence this morning.
The readings this morning remained equally serious as well:
- 10 of Swords
- Knight of Cups
- 8 of Swords (Reversed) Spindlewheel
- Fountain
- Peacekeeper
- Phoenix Wine
Fountain; industrial runoff, leeching ruin, the venom in a serpents' corpse
Peacekeeper; Mediator, vigilante justice, law in the hand of the common folk
Phoenix Wine; a single fiery feather poisons the supply and turns the sea to glass
had a panic attack on the drive into work today. had to pull over onto the shoulder and breathe. still disassociated.
I am at the end of a painful cycle, but my heart is trying to pull me towards release instead of staying trapped in the story my fear keeps repeating.
The old way of surviving is done; I must name the contamination, contain the fire, and let myself out of the cage.
The old way of surviving is done; I must name the contamination, contain the fire, and let myself out of the cage.
Lemon tea, chilled.
